SO THEN. I logged onto my own computer account, and TO MY SURPRISE, I found this:

LOL

I GUESS I DON’T NEEDA INSTALL SKYPE MYSELF ANYMORE LOL.

I think the foreign exchange student, Haruna, downloaded it LOL.

Wellthen. I guess I’m Skyping with you guys once she leaves LOL

All I remember is that we were on a track (including some other people on the track team), and we were doing a 100 meter dash with a hurdle at the very end.

From what I remember, when we started, I was RIGHT behind Chris. And he won 2nd. So supposedly I was 3rd.

Then somehow, ALL OF A SUDDEN, I was ALL the way in the back, running hella slow. I remember I was like spacing out while I was running or something.

Then everybody was at the end screaming “C’MON JED, YOU CAN DO IT!”

That made me suddenly realize I was back at the end. LMAO. So I sprinted, and made it to the end. (Keep note that I LOST the race)

Chris gave me that typical high-five-hand-shake-thing guys always do LOL. Then he was like “Why were you taking so long? LOL”

And I was like, “Oh, I was spacing about someone important.”

I clearly remember referring to him LMFAO.

So when we were heading off the track, he referred to me as a gay friend, and I was like, “Oh, I’m more confused now.”

And I SWEAR I heard him say, “Yeah, I’m kinda confused too.”

So I was like, “YOU TOO?!” all excited and shit LOL. Then he tried playing it off like, “Oh, no, I said I’m cool with confused people.”

I forgot what else happened afterwards.

But then today, I was at my grandma’s house, and while flipping through channels, I came across Love and Basketball.

I’ve never watched it, but everybody I know loves it, so I was like, why not? I’m a sucker for romance movies anyways.

2 minutes into it, I got chills LMAO.

But what REALLY got me was the end.

If you’ve ever seen it, Quincy (the main girl’s love interest) has a fiance.

And Monica, the main girl, confesses that she’s been in love with him since she was 11, and she wanted to play 1-on-1 for his heart. If she won, she won his heart. If Quincy won, she owes him a wedding present.

So he gave in, and played with her. Monica ended up losing.

Then that reminded me of my fucking dream. I lost against Chris in the race LOL.

IS THIS LIKE SOME SORT OF FORESHADOWING SHIT? LOL. ;___; I hope not LMFAO.

Oh, the movie has a happy ending though. LOL. They end up together anyways LOL.

Some things I should keep note of:

• Mixing frosting with the cake crumbles might actually help LOL. (I didn’t have frosting so I just skipped this step.)
• Lollipop sticks are a must LOL.

And thinking about my career, I don’t mind being a language, history, or art teacher LOL.

But right now, I’m just contemplating whether I should major in the language or the studies.

I feel like I’d like being a language teacher more than a history teacher, but still, I don’t know LOL.

On another note, my mom will seriously hate me if I major in one of these LMAO.

Me and my friend Christina were just going on and on about our crushes LOL. And obviously, I was going on about Chris.

You know how I kept saying he was like perfect for me? And I couldn’t find any flaws? LOL.

I finally found a flaw LOL.

HE CAN’T WRITE FOR SHIT LOL.

LMAO, Chris, you cute. But you write like a 12 year old LOL.

His sentences are so choppy. ;___; Poor guy LOL.

I’m just worried I’m gonna be limiting myself for jobs afterwards.

But I learned that money shouldn’t be a motivation. Your passion and interests should.

Should I do it? O_O

My life depends on this decision, man. LOL.

It’s definitely subject to change tho LOL

Put me on blast.

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With my history of bullying, I don’t think I can handle this mentally.

I really wish I watched what I said. @______@

I apologized though @__@

I’m legit scared now.

I called it a “hypebeast” store.

Then somehow the guy that took the picture found my post and told me off on it. Cause I just assumed only hypebeasts wear the brands from that store, and how “hypebeast” only refers to people who do shit just cause everyone else does.

Okay, yeah it was my fault I assumed that only hypebeasts wear brands like Stussy, Obey, and Supreme and shit.

I feel bad. And stupid >_>

Okay I’m getting ready for the hate mail ;_;

My friend Kyle got a letter from him on Saturday.

He said he sounded sad in the letter.

So far, I haven’t gotten anything. @___@

I mean, I gave him my address D:

It’s just, I gave it to him on the phone and I don’t know if he heard me right.

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I’m pretty sure he wrote me aldsjgklasdj

Right? ;_;

EDIT: Okay, I’m a little calm now. Kyle told me that Chris said he doesn’t have enough free time to write everyone, and that he hopes we understand.

• Major in Cinema/Animation/Graphic Design and minor in Hawaiian language

OR

• Major in Hawaiian Studies and minor in Art (maybe with a focus on education). And maybe get a certificate for Hawaiian Language. :D

Either way, I can still become an Art/Hawaiian History/Lauguage teacher. And I can have a side job with my hobbies.

With my 1st choice, I’m mainly a Hawaiian language teacher (No history/culture teacher D: It’s all good tho), and with my major, I can get credentials for teaching art. But I can also be a filmmaker on the side (luckily Hawai’i has local film festivals :D) and I can do some graphic design work. For graphic design work, you don’t necessarily need a degree. You just need a portfolio. Which takes me to …

…My 2nd option LOL. My 2nd choice is my mainly teaching-only route. Mainly a Hawaiian History/Culture/Art teacher. Because of this, I was thinking of just doing a BEd (Bachelor’s of Education) program instead, if I’m just gonna get into teaching. If I do that, I’d have to do a Secondary Education major with a focus on Social Studies and a concentration on Hawaiian Studies and History. Then a minor in Art Education. But I don’t wanna limit myself to just teaching LOL. Even though I don’t know what else there is with this option.

And yep, I’m ditching Zoology.

As amazing as a job with dolphins and turtles sound, I forgot about how much I loved art LOL.

But I hate taking art classes. Legit. LOL

Once I decide, I can finally end my misery LMFAO.

Then we were talking about our new eyecandy in our new classes.

And I showed my friend Christina what DaMoannn looks like. (Remember DaFAACK! from last year? Yeah, his twin. I see him everyday LMAO)

She said DaMoannn looks like Shakapidgin.

I’m starting to see the resemblance.

And it sucks.

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But I found out I wasn’t the only one that liked Chris LOL.

My friend Alexia said that he was the sweetest guy she’s ever met and she was kinda crushing on him too.

So was my friend Kyle LOL.

I feel like I crushed on him the most though.

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