Words of regret, yet so reassuring.

This December 3rd has been reaaaaaaally twisted. I spent 1 hour at best at chez moi today.

Shitloads of training, shiiiitloads of walking.

Shitloads of eating, shitloads of laughing.

No longer under their shadow, I dictate my own path like I always did.

We’re just pawns meant for something bigger.

And as always, since I’m sleepy I’ll leave this, hoping it’ll be fixed someday just like us.

HEY. /referral link spam ||| GUYS I SUCK WITH PEOPLE.

http://ggftw.com/forum/register.php?referrerid=199

so. for like, the past week i’ve been trying to talk to people on my contacts list that i have talked to in more than a year. IT’S BEEN PRETTY OKAY SO FAR.

but all the guys i’ve tried RECONNECTING to have been like “wtf why are you speaking to me again all of the sudden”
the girls however have been nice and we had nice chats D<

I’ll call this poem…
OH TYPICAL BOYS.

of course they say what they say.
or say nothing at all
maybe it’s just me.
i bet it’s me.
yeah, it must be me.

ME ME ME.
i needa get shot man.
whatever though.
I THINK I TALKED TO MOST OF THEM 8D
i feel good.
I FEEEEEL GOOD.
NA NA NA NA NA NAA
…what’s that song called again?
i don’t remember.
like most things but STILL.

whateverrr.
oh and remember that refer-a-friend event?
i’m in third place right now.
there’s a little less than a week til it ends now.
ends at the end of the month.
dude half the people i’ve asked won’t sign up.
SEE, IF I HAD MORE COOPERATIVE FRIENDS I COULD SO DO THIS.
but it’s all good since when i first heard of that event i thought i wouldn’t even get more than 1 referral.
i got seven more, somehow.
and that times five is 35.
so i also get 35 bucks from stupid friend who thought i couldn’t do some simple persuading. (I ACTUALLY CAN’T BUT I GOT THEM MONIES)
well, if she holds out on that bet.
i bet she won’t.
oh god, i’m so bad with betting.
i’m such a gambler.
no one take me to any casinos when i’m older.
okay, maybe one…
and maybe with a good sum of money…
NO.
BAD BONNIE.
/slaps self

anyway.
guy in first has 12.
guy in second has 10.
i got eight.
lol, i fail.
hi.
someone
sign up
here
please.
sadface. :c

http://ggftw.com/forum/register.php?referrerid=199

and and by the way today i thought it was tuesday until like an hour ago.
DUDE, I EVEN GOT EXCITED FOR RAISING HOPE, which i thought would be showing right now
BUT NO, IT’S MONDAY.
dancing with the stars. rly.
nty. :(

omg, i’m like those annoying seizure inducing commercials.
or something.
….maybe not.
what’s wrong with me.
i’m tired.
it’s like, 9 right now though.
oh well.

good night gaiz.

actually, i have a lot more on my mind right now, but it’s fine.
i’m too tired to type any more.
but i still type on.
:c

i hate getting sick

I CAUGHT A COLD SOMEHOW. AGAIN. SO HERE IS A POEM, I GUESS.

Cough, cough cough, cough.
My nose is running.
And when it’s not, it’s getting all stuffy.
The trash bin is now full of kleenex.
I keep sneezing, too.
Ewww.
My throat,
it especially feels like crap.
Well, so does the rest of me.

…more rant poems, I guess? And for some reason it feels really hot. Everywhere. Even when the house is set at 65 degrees F.
AAAAAAAAAGH.

iSpam

yeaaa, i’m pretty much spamming this with emo-ness,
I think i can beat Unkz at the “emo” bloggity game…
Well
Homework, What can i say about homework
The Poetry Unit,
Is a bunch of shit,
i can rhyme,
i can keep time,
all you need to do,
is to analysis my poem,
because that’s what poems are about,
de-constructing what the poet was trying to piece together,
to make sense of his feelings,
you can take it apart, sure,
make yourself at home,
rip up my work,
make yourself at home,
take away all emotion from my poems,
and look at it as poetic devices pieced together…

“The Devil’s water, it ain’t so sweet”

Forget me Not,
Love,
Nate.

DEAR JOE JONAS,

Flowers are cute, poems are corny. When I think of you, HONEY I GET HORNY!

Violets are blue, those flowers are mine. You be the 6 and I’ll be the 9.

Roses are red, Strippers can dance. I’ll be a stripper, if I can get in your pants.

Dasies are white, cheeks turn red. Take off your clothes, and give me some head.

LOVE, A FREAKY HORNY JONAS FAN. :]