Day 1

Ok, so we were up to a great start. Only watching unplugthetv videos, no more access to any news or social media whatsoever and other shit. I felt like my day had way more variety in comparison to others, maybe because it’s just the beginning, but after I’m into this for a week I’ll know for sure.

Talking to a stranger today: Fernanda, a friend of a friend that rides back home from school on the same van as she does.

Yeah, it was random and it was funny. People thought I was flirting with her since she’s really attractive and all, but yeaaaaah. Looking back, what the hell was I thinking, really.

What will I do when I’m 19 years old: I see myself in College and I’m having a hard time picturing anything else. Too many damn variables and you can’t predict shit. I might have my own apartment by then, who knows if I’ll get my license that soon.

Although I am sure I’ll work more than a slave, after all it’s architecture. Unappreciated work for long periods of journey. Yaaaaaaaaay!

But moving on, I’d love to have my apartment in São Paulo by then, or staying here in this condo. My sister is right about the view, it balances out all the money we pay for this condo.

As for my reevaluated long-belief: over-analysis.

For long I used to believe that rational thinking was the best way to try and understand things and people, which it really isn’t. It is a method, but not always the most efficient one. Empathy does much more wonders.

And this was my first day.

BTW, fuck cold showers.

Day 4 – A letter to Bonnie’s crush/current significant other.

fuck it, son. I am getting this done. I’ve been stuck on this one for a month or so honestly… and I’ve had like multiple drafts, so whatever I type up I’ll keep and go with. I’M HERE PROMISING MYSELF. YEAP!

 

December 7th, 2011

Dear significant other,

LOL SIGNIFICANT OTHER? THIS IS A LETTER TO MYSELF. I AM MY ONLY LOVER.

Love,

Bonnie.

December 7th, 2011

Dear crush,

I can tell you like me, but I’m not sure if you like me that way or enough. You’re the guy, you make the move first… maybe.

Love,

Bonnie

 

 

HEY. /referral link spam ||| GUYS I SUCK WITH PEOPLE.

http://ggftw.com/forum/register.php?referrerid=199

so. for like, the past week i’ve been trying to talk to people on my contacts list that i have talked to in more than a year. IT’S BEEN PRETTY OKAY SO FAR.

but all the guys i’ve tried RECONNECTING to have been like “wtf why are you speaking to me again all of the sudden”
the girls however have been nice and we had nice chats D<

I’ll call this poem…
OH TYPICAL BOYS.

of course they say what they say.
or say nothing at all
maybe it’s just me.
i bet it’s me.
yeah, it must be me.

ME ME ME.
i needa get shot man.
whatever though.
I THINK I TALKED TO MOST OF THEM 8D
i feel good.
I FEEEEEL GOOD.
NA NA NA NA NA NAA
…what’s that song called again?
i don’t remember.
like most things but STILL.

whateverrr.
oh and remember that refer-a-friend event?
i’m in third place right now.
there’s a little less than a week til it ends now.
ends at the end of the month.
dude half the people i’ve asked won’t sign up.
SEE, IF I HAD MORE COOPERATIVE FRIENDS I COULD SO DO THIS.
but it’s all good since when i first heard of that event i thought i wouldn’t even get more than 1 referral.
i got seven more, somehow.
and that times five is 35.
so i also get 35 bucks from stupid friend who thought i couldn’t do some simple persuading. (I ACTUALLY CAN’T BUT I GOT THEM MONIES)
well, if she holds out on that bet.
i bet she won’t.
oh god, i’m so bad with betting.
i’m such a gambler.
no one take me to any casinos when i’m older.
okay, maybe one…
and maybe with a good sum of money…
NO.
BAD BONNIE.
/slaps self

anyway.
guy in first has 12.
guy in second has 10.
i got eight.
lol, i fail.
hi.
someone
sign up
here
please.
sadface. :c

http://ggftw.com/forum/register.php?referrerid=199

and and by the way today i thought it was tuesday until like an hour ago.
DUDE, I EVEN GOT EXCITED FOR RAISING HOPE, which i thought would be showing right now
BUT NO, IT’S MONDAY.
dancing with the stars. rly.
nty. :(

omg, i’m like those annoying seizure inducing commercials.
or something.
….maybe not.
what’s wrong with me.
i’m tired.
it’s like, 9 right now though.
oh well.

good night gaiz.

actually, i have a lot more on my mind right now, but it’s fine.
i’m too tired to type any more.
but i still type on.
:c

Day 18 — Whatever tickles Bonnie’s fancy

omg i’m so lazy.
no, really.
i feel bad if i don’t do all of the day challenges. but then i do them and they end up crappy. teehee.
i don’t know what i’m doing right now.
i think i’ll ramble.
i don’t see/talk to you gaiz online anymore.
well i should probably just try getting online in general first.
i only bother just turning on the laptop at like 7-10.
i wanna get on trickster.
no, i should get on trickster. ;_;
i haven’t been on since wednesday morn or something.
also i have homework to do.
i needa go buy school stuff tomorrow, too.
my new art teacher ain’t so bad.
but he says i need a brand new sketchbook for this year.
WHY CAN’T I JUST USE MY OLD mostly filled with crap i don’t even remember i drew SKETCHBOOK!?!?!1/1
eeheehee.
so bye now i’m gonna go try and get on TO.
my sheep. baaaaaaa.
i need about 150 more pop boxes, too.
how i gonna do dat, man? D:
can you tell i’m really too lazy to capitalize today?

Day 17 — Bonnie’s art piece

`eyyo my name is Soveri Lazi. AHEEHEHAHAHEE.
No, I skipped yesterday because I know of no songs.
and then today all you will get is…

It’s an art piece… ;_;.
And no it isn’t a feluoy. It’s too cool.