Fooling someone

You there, who lies behind the screen and watches from afar.

You don’t fool anyone with that judgmental attitude, nor that closed face.

Your nonchalance only depicts how broken you are inside, how much you are avoiding yourself.

Hate or love, which one would you rather have?

Get your shit together, trash it, and do something worthwhile your time.

Let go of that haunting past, to have your own future.

Pack up, go to Tahiti or someplace where you can relax.

Then realize how much you were doing all that crap to yourself.

You were the one fucking it up, after all.

Only then, you’ll be able to move on.

Smiles,

A foolish man.

Laziness

People are tired, people are preocupied with other things and whatnot. These are some arguments to why someone is feeling lazy.
Well it certainly does not justify far enough to the point where one becomes unproductive, but boy oh boy people believe others should take the crap they say.
I don’t know about you guys, but most people I know who had bad grades (most of them at least) deserved it, for being jackasses that would sulk whenever they saw an exercise sheet in front of them and instead of solving it, would just chat with someone.
Then in the office, this worker receives a few tasks and issues they need to work on, but instead just push them to someone else…
Why do people tend to push their responsibilities away from them? For god’s sake, you should solve them with excellence and grow with them instead right?
Well, I don’t know. I just hope I can avoid such a hazardous workplace where people are stabbing eachothers’ backs.

Pedro.

so hilariously bad. literally

I laugh at despair. I don’t know. Nothing really gets to me man, LOL.

If I’m angry, I’m only angry for like… nothing longer than an hour at most.

ANYWHOOZLE…

It’s late August. It’s time for SCHOOL.

 

EDIT: horyjunk this is longer than I thought I was typing, LOL SORRY.

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lol how…

THIS. THIS RIGHT NOW. It’s hitting me like a brick. :D

 

I just woke up.

It’s 8 AM.

…how did i even waht eevn iz lfie.

 

IT’S LIKE.. A SIGN…

because this is just a half hour later than what I’d wake up for school with.

I didn’t even go to bed early last night.

I was busy mmo hoaring and went to bed at 3AM or something.

 

And then when I come here and see the blog’s dashboard, we have 599 published posts.

…we also had 666 including drafts… but with this I fixed that.

This one is the 600th published post.

Seems like it was a year since the 500th, because it probably was.

I WANT TO SEE THIS BLOG LIVE WELL PAST 1000 POSTS, OKAY.

while I steal every milestone post, yupyup.

Well, maybe. LOL

 

Also my entire family is worse than me.

They’re all asleep still.

My little brother Jed is becoming me. He plays games on the internet ALL DAY (club pengiun lol), wakes up at like… lunchtime, and  goes to bed really late. HE’S 6, GOOD GOD.

Then my other little brother Edwin does whatever my dad does. Seriously he’d go to work with dad and do everything there too if he could. AND WHEN DAD IS NOT HOME, he’s like… being all engineer-y building dumb things like a house made of q-tips and playing cards (BOTH MINE, TYVM).

Gramps is awake at such funny hours. Everytime I venture into the kitchen, he’s there or some junk. LOL AND I GO TO THE KITCHEN LIKE EVERY FIVE HOURS. HOW…

Dad is asleep, was slowing my net down til 2AM downloading his illegally obtained movies. Movies of crappy china quality, cause yenno.

Mom is just… mom. SHE’S ACTUALLY BEEN AWAKE. She’s probably out on our back porch reading a book.

NO SERIOUSLY.

 

yeah.

I don’t know where I was going with this post.

 

I have today and tomorrow to slack off entirely…

THEN IT’S SCHOOOOOL TIIIIME.

Dude I’m not ready.

I haven’t even gotten my bookbag ready or bought ANY school supplies…

maybe I should do that…

like, today.

for real.

 

Maybe I should go to bed at a good time too.

Especially since I woke up at EIGHT today.

 

 

 

MISSION SUCCESS???

typed up on like… first night of no net:

 

*knock on wood*

so I’m typing this as a document right now as I have no internet access.

I’ll copy&paste it to a new post thing later.

…well later would mean when you see this. 8D

MY PLAN HAS BEEN ENGAGED.

Only ree knew my plan though.

Which I came up with yesterday almost on impulse after a d/c…

yeah.

So my plan was to break my modem, which you guys know resets every half hour causing me to DISCONNECT EACH TIME.

I poured water & soda into the modem…

yeah, it’s kinda blinking on and off right now.

I was hoping it’d like… crackle and spark and blow up…

but this works because my dad was all like

“WHAT THE HELL IS WRONG WITH THIS STUPID OLD THING?

Maybe it’s time to get a new one!

IT’S WORKING SO FAR.

But I think I may jinx it so

*knocks on wood*

):

Yeah so when I get my net back

it should hopefully be through a brand new modem

that does not screw me over in anything internet-related (if not… FFFF—).

But seriously, DO YOU KNOW HOW FUNNY SOME OF MY DISCONNECTIONS WERE TIMED…!!??!?!11

purdy funnay, bruh.

Anyway, to pass time I’ve been cleaning my room.

After I finish I’ll be playing professor layton games

…and maybe finally finish pokemon black….

LOL, I ACTUALLY REALLY LIKED POKEMON BLACK TOO.

MAN, I’m bad.

My mom and little brothers are playing the wii, so they’re gonna live through today.

They also think the internet is down because of our ISP…

yeah, my entire family is technology-retarded. :D

 

Guys, I’M PRO.

 

Cable guy just came in a replaced our modem, free.

LOL, WIN FOR ME AND CHEAPO DAD.

 

The modem is black and shiny and new and IS NOT GOING TO DISCONNECT ME LIKE A HOAR.

I’m happy.

 

My plan worked.

Although I was somewhat dying yesterday without internet…

I have problems, I’M SORRY. ;_;

 

No matter what I’M BACK, GUYS. D<

With no d/c’s.

 

TOTALLY WORTH BREAKING CRAP FOR.

 

HEY. /referral link spam ||| GUYS I SUCK WITH PEOPLE.

http://ggftw.com/forum/register.php?referrerid=199

so. for like, the past week i’ve been trying to talk to people on my contacts list that i have talked to in more than a year. IT’S BEEN PRETTY OKAY SO FAR.

but all the guys i’ve tried RECONNECTING to have been like “wtf why are you speaking to me again all of the sudden”
the girls however have been nice and we had nice chats D<

I’ll call this poem…
OH TYPICAL BOYS.

of course they say what they say.
or say nothing at all
maybe it’s just me.
i bet it’s me.
yeah, it must be me.

ME ME ME.
i needa get shot man.
whatever though.
I THINK I TALKED TO MOST OF THEM 8D
i feel good.
I FEEEEEL GOOD.
NA NA NA NA NA NAA
…what’s that song called again?
i don’t remember.
like most things but STILL.

whateverrr.
oh and remember that refer-a-friend event?
i’m in third place right now.
there’s a little less than a week til it ends now.
ends at the end of the month.
dude half the people i’ve asked won’t sign up.
SEE, IF I HAD MORE COOPERATIVE FRIENDS I COULD SO DO THIS.
but it’s all good since when i first heard of that event i thought i wouldn’t even get more than 1 referral.
i got seven more, somehow.
and that times five is 35.
so i also get 35 bucks from stupid friend who thought i couldn’t do some simple persuading. (I ACTUALLY CAN’T BUT I GOT THEM MONIES)
well, if she holds out on that bet.
i bet she won’t.
oh god, i’m so bad with betting.
i’m such a gambler.
no one take me to any casinos when i’m older.
okay, maybe one…
and maybe with a good sum of money…
NO.
BAD BONNIE.
/slaps self

anyway.
guy in first has 12.
guy in second has 10.
i got eight.
lol, i fail.
hi.
someone
sign up
here
please.
sadface. :c

http://ggftw.com/forum/register.php?referrerid=199

and and by the way today i thought it was tuesday until like an hour ago.
DUDE, I EVEN GOT EXCITED FOR RAISING HOPE, which i thought would be showing right now
BUT NO, IT’S MONDAY.
dancing with the stars. rly.
nty. :(

omg, i’m like those annoying seizure inducing commercials.
or something.
….maybe not.
what’s wrong with me.
i’m tired.
it’s like, 9 right now though.
oh well.

good night gaiz.

actually, i have a lot more on my mind right now, but it’s fine.
i’m too tired to type any more.
but i still type on.
:c

Day 18 — Whatever tickles Bonnie’s fancy

omg i’m so lazy.
no, really.
i feel bad if i don’t do all of the day challenges. but then i do them and they end up crappy. teehee.
i don’t know what i’m doing right now.
i think i’ll ramble.
i don’t see/talk to you gaiz online anymore.
well i should probably just try getting online in general first.
i only bother just turning on the laptop at like 7-10.
i wanna get on trickster.
no, i should get on trickster. ;_;
i haven’t been on since wednesday morn or something.
also i have homework to do.
i needa go buy school stuff tomorrow, too.
my new art teacher ain’t so bad.
but he says i need a brand new sketchbook for this year.
WHY CAN’T I JUST USE MY OLD mostly filled with crap i don’t even remember i drew SKETCHBOOK!?!?!1/1
eeheehee.
so bye now i’m gonna go try and get on TO.
my sheep. baaaaaaa.
i need about 150 more pop boxes, too.
how i gonna do dat, man? D:
can you tell i’m really too lazy to capitalize today?

i will die in a yellow metal deathtrap

nahhh. Not really. I hope.
I JUST KINDA WANNA RANT ABOUT MY SCHOOL BUS. :D
My bus driver is so lolzy but she turns around and takes her eyes off the road so often every few minutes. She loudly complains about the bus when we obviously do that enough. Constantly saying “this yellow s***bus is a pain in the a** to drive, D***.” She opens the door like six times and backs up… That’ll hopefully be over with later on. My bus driver’s no good with stopping. Everyone gets slammed into the front of the seats about five times a day. Her going around turns… dearjesus. IT’S LIKE A ROLLER-COASTER. Only I rather ride on one of those to get home instead. She’s always pretty late too. I get home at around 4:30pm because I’m the last stop/about five minutes of walking from the bus stop. The bus is so crowded and hot too. We get stuck riding with the middle schoolers so that’s extra space all taken up. They’re also really loud and their conversations sound so… justwtfnothanks. In the mornings we’re the first stop though, soyayopenseats. But I have to get out by 7:20am so the middle school doesn’t get dropped off late. Oh and she ends up holding traffic a very long way down if we’re late so she will not wait too much. Or at all. I possibly missed some crap, butyeahIFEELBETTER.
so gaiz if i die assume it’s my school bus flipping over into a ditch.

THE GOOD THING is I usually ride in the mornings only so not all my afternoons will be on the bus with a seat with three people in it with bad air conditioning and it cuts my chances of being on it when it topples into that ditch. I mean, if it does. eeeeehahaheehee. Actually it’s not that bad. She’s nice when I talk to her… but I don’t want to since she’s always distracted from the road that way.

Things I Dislike/Mint’s Rant

I dislike self-righteous people.

I dislike people who put others down because their religion isn’t the same, or overly religious people who push their religion onto others.

I dislike vegans who think they’re better than everyone else because they won’t eat meat and their food ‘doesn’t scream’.

I dislike people who put down vegans, and call them pussies.

I dislike people who hate people in other countries, solely based on stereotypes.

I dislike people who think their country is superior to anyone else’s. Did they even have any part in their country’s successes? No.

I dislike people who think war is ALWAYS the answer.

I dislike people who think peace is ALWAYS the answer. (Even though I wish it were true.)

I dislike people who believe they don’t matter in the world, so they think killing themselves is  the answer to their problems. Everyone matters, and you killing yourself makes everyone around you mourn, so don’t act like you ‘don’t matter’.

I dislike politicians. Politicians want everyone to be enemies, so that we’re so busy fighting each other, they can keep cashing checks.

I dislike people who feel the need to judge everyone they see based on their skin color, racial identity, background, income, neighborhood, house they live in, family, what people say about them, or their looks. If you took the time to actually talk to that person, maybe you would think a lot differently.

I dislike unpatriotic people. Not so patriotic that you think your country is superior, but patriotic enough to love your country enough to change it if things are going wrong, and enough to support your troops. War sucks, but your troops are there to protect YOU.

I dislike people who complain a lot. If you hate it so much, go out there and change it.

Despite all of the things I dislike, I don’t hate anyone. I think there’s good in every person. But, sometimes you just can’t change everything that’s wrong in the world. So why not start small? Smile at people when you see them, and greet them warmly. Don’t be so rude to people you don’t even know, or people you DO know. Help around more, even if it’s just taking out the garbage at your house. Yeah, this is a very cheesy ending, but it’s sincere.

And of course, these are only opinions, and I’m not grouping every vegan, religious person, etc. together. There’s always nice people from every culture and background.

Yeah, so. Bye. This is just to make up, because I’m not doing the tumblr day challenge for day 9,10, or 11. Plus, I haven’t done a rant, yet, and I just wanted to vent out a few things.

i hate getting sick

I CAUGHT A COLD SOMEHOW. AGAIN. SO HERE IS A POEM, I GUESS.

Cough, cough cough, cough.
My nose is running.
And when it’s not, it’s getting all stuffy.
The trash bin is now full of kleenex.
I keep sneezing, too.
Ewww.
My throat,
it especially feels like crap.
Well, so does the rest of me.

…more rant poems, I guess? And for some reason it feels really hot. Everywhere. Even when the house is set at 65 degrees F.
AAAAAAAAAGH.